Being the most satisfied you have ever been. The most comfortable. The most vunerable, yet the strongest you have ever been.
We all wish for a day when we can grasp it again, are the moment when we can go back in time and relive it.
These presuse moments, just mear seconds or minutes most times, is what we all live for, breath for. What our heart beats for. Do you have it?
That place in time where you were perfect. When nothing else matters. When time stopped.
Did you feel it?
Those are the moments, that i'm working for.
By the end of the next month it will all be worth it i tell myself over and over again. The 17 hour work days 4 or 5 days a week. Not remembering the last day i had off. It will all be worth it. When i can barely find enough time to sleep and it, it will finally be payed off. When i can take those 8 months, and 10 courses and hours at the library i won't be able to count, but those perfect few hours at night, and when i first wake up in the morning. When i'm beside him...
It'll be worth it.
Those are the moments, that i'm working for.
By the end of the next month it will all be worth it i tell myself over and over again. The 17 hour work days 4 or 5 days a week. Not remembering the last day i had off. It will all be worth it. When i can barely find enough time to sleep and it, it will finally be payed off. When i can take those 8 months, and 10 courses and hours at the library i won't be able to count, but those perfect few hours at night, and when i first wake up in the morning. When i'm beside him...
It'll be worth it.
just 4 more weeks.
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